sweeee ah

Starting to feel my health conscious self back. Still a little too lazy to run, but I’m replacing it with good and nutritious food! (: Gonna go into hiding again during june holidays! Will be great fun :D

So damn proud to be a AJ bballer.

Thank you guys for showing me the team spirit, for showing me the fighting spirit and for being a team. I love the team so much. We are forever the champions, forever.

Today marked the end of the season, the end of bballing.

I remember when I ended my season in 2010, I told myself I’d never ever ball again. I really detested all the emotional scar I received while bballing for the last 6 years. was constantly feeling so insecure about my height while playing the center position, constantly feeling that I wasn’t a good enough captain… But I took a leap of faith and trusted ChowChow when she convinced me to stay, along with the fact that.. I thought i couldn’t choose not to be in basketball.

Indeed, God has His plans for doing so. I thoroughly enjoyed myself for the last 2 seasons in my life, the team somehow ignited my passion for basketball. The past 2 years has been wonderful and fabulous with you all. Sure, things were tough, but I’m really glad to have you all to pull me through it. It’s unbelievable you know. The bonds we form are so magical, so indescribable. 

Amk hill, training camps, suicide drills, self initiated 4k run, fury tempers, people getting pissed off, staring at ECs… all these seem to have ended with the 8 matches that we played.. I’m really am darn proud of this team. We were the team who lost every single friendly prior to the June holidays. We were the team that had so many quarrels and bad trainings, but we made it. 3rd, that’s something to be happy about! (: I love you all.

I made a promise to myself last year after seasons, I really hope I achieved it somehow.

Next year, I’ll be like lightening boy on court. I am really going to take training seriously and train my ball handling. I want to be the best point guard/forward I can be. I want people to look at me next year and go ‘wah, she’s good. Was she playing last year?’ One year to achieve this, and I will prove it through my actions. No point talking so much and yet doing nothing.

Have achieved this? 

To someone important,

Siying: My most beloved worm girl, running partner, inspiration. Thank you for coming down for the matches and showing your support. I’m sorry that the words I promised you in the video didn’t come true, but I really hope you’d be proud of what I’ve achieved in this 2 years along with the team. I will always remember the words you told me for my first match in AJ. 

’ Are you gonna fucking stone there and let this be your biggest regret?!’

Those words have always always echoed in my mind and I really embraced every single match from then on. Thank you for being such a motivating (in a fierce way) person. (: 

I WILL WRITE THE J2 notes. HAHAHA please just read the teammie part. Don’t cry hor!! <3 #teamAJ

am feeling quite grumpy and sick in the stomach and dry, pus-oozing eyes (you get  what i mean.) I hate this.

I think people who looked down on me, are finally seeing me in a different light.

At least for basketball. After seasons, the same will happen.. for studies.